Something that we touched on in the course of this conversation has been niggling at the back of my mind. An important point that I haven’t explored well. While I was mowing this evening (a great form of meditation, almost as good as long distance driving) the idea started to creep out. So, here is an exploration.
I’m bothered by my reaction to Obama. Not for political reasons, but because I have spent a lot of time and effort working on being open minded, particularly with people of different culture or ideological backgrounds. I thought I had pretty well eliminated the knee jerk bias of my youth from my thought processes. To find that I had succeeded only at a conscious, intellectual level is very frustrating. It is a pretty simple change, supported by existing social norms and fairly well integrated into our social fabric. Given that much support, I shouldn’t fall so easily into old ways of thinking. Yet I did.
This failure doesn’t give me much hope for my current project, which involves actively living in ways that are not supported by the culture. What I am trying to do is construct a new paradigm for my self (and by default, my family). I’m not talking about changing a few behaviors or attitudes. I’m talking about changing the fundamental beliefs we all hold about humans’ role in the world.
I was having a conversation on the Bioneers site a while back on population growth and its impact on environmental issues. The conversation started with someone pointing out that population growth had fallen off the radar as far as eco-issues, and we Bioneers, should do something. At some point in the conversation I, from my eco-farmer p.o.v. pointed out that food supply was the single limiting factor in population growth. Increase it and population increases, every time. Decrease it and population decreases, every time. Keep it the same and populations stabilize. It is a natural law. I use it all the time in trying to bring balance to the various organisms living in my garden. My point was, if we want to stabilize or decrease the population we have to stop producing a food excess. The response was interesting. That I had described the classic relationship between food and population was acknowledged and then the question was asked again. “What are we going to do about the HUMAN population problem? In the minds of these eco conscious scientific people humans are somehow exempt from natural law. If you asked them directly they would say of course we are all subject to natural law. But, this fundamental belief about humankind’s role in the world skews their every thought and action. THAT is the paradigm I am trying to change in my life. I want to automatically live as a member of the community of life. Not as some lord with the powers of a minor god, decreeing what shall live and what shall die for my own convenience.
So, I’m a bit frustrated that I can’t even change a simple social perception after 20 years of trying.